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Free Ride

God he was big. Really big.

Sherlock looks him over carefully. Fights the urge to step away. He feels sure they’re not generally this…large. Or maybe they are. Frankly he hasn’t ever been this close to one, or if he has he didn’t really look. They’ve never had any relation to The Work, so why would he?

Still, now that he’s up close, just about touching it, he’s surprised at its delicacy, its warmth, its beauty.

Oh yes, that. That bit, there.

Sherlock’s startled to find it beautiful, and he rarely lets himself see that, much less say it. But he’s just now spoken that word, just now touched the softness, the—

"Thank you."

Sherlock Holmes looks up, at the man between whose thighs this beauty stands. Again he’s amazed at the size, and again Sherlock murmurs something complimentary and the blond-haired man grins wider, and says, “Would you like a ride?”

Sherlock can’t answer for three long seconds.

Then Sherlock takes one second more to tease through the jaw-dropped reality that his throat’s gone dry and he’s breathing funny and… “Yes.”

John Watson smiles wider, then reaches for the man’s hand. He’s long since learned that if he seems to need help dismounting, somehow it makes the horse less threatening.

On the ground John strokes the gelding’s soft side. “Mike’s just two. Belongs to an old army friend of mine. Now and again I get to take him out for a bit of a bareback stroll through the park.” The man smiles. “I’m John.”

At Sherlock’s muttered name, John grins, taps his guest’s right arm. “So now, take hold of his mane here. Yes, just like that, then pull and step…yes that’s good, now up you go!”

John Watson doesn’t wait, simply reaches for Sherlock’s hand, murmurs, “Hold tight,” pulls and swings behind his guest.

"Well done. Are you ready?"

Sherlock is busy being distracted by the heat of the big animal between his legs and the heat of the small one at his back. Again John Watson doesn’t wait, but squeezes the horse with his thighs and the moment Mike moves Sherlock yelps (“No I didn’t,” he’ll say one year from today. “Yes you did.” John will reply.), so John takes hold of his guest’s waist.

"I’ve got you."

The genius who notices the furled-up edge on a plaster, the stopped watch on a wrist, the stain on the knot of a tightly-tied tie, does not for the next five minutes notice when they stop so a child can pet Mike; doesn’t feel it when a low-lying branch brushes across his forehead; doesn’t see the Queen’s Guard contingent of twelve plumed soldiers ride by on their own fine mounts.

No, all Sherlock Holmes notices is the measured breathing behind him, the sweet smell of it (apples, the man’s breath smells of summer apples), the hand gently holding him steady.

Actually he notices much more than that. The flex of hip and thigh as John guides the horse with subtle pressure. He feels the puffs of breath when the man murmurs words surely the horse can’t hear and yet seems to and—like Mike—Sherlock relaxes when John reassures, “It’s fine, it’s good, such a good, good boy.”

And for the first time in Sherlock Holmes’ life he deduces strange things. Things like he would be kind; he would listen; maybe he would…

They stop and smooth as you please the small man dismounts. Before either of them has time to school his expression to placidity Sherlock is hopefully looking down at John hopefully looking up.

Yet somehow they’re about to let the moment pass, because each has been alone long enough that it’s begun to seem normal, maybe safe. Then Mike makes a chest-deep sound and turns his head. It’s difficult to tell which man he’s looking at, but it spurs one of them to speak.

"A past client of mine works in the Shard lets me onto the observation deck whenever I like would you like?" The words fall out of Sherlock’s mouth as if aided by gravity and he wonders if John, all the way down there, can see the flush he feels creeping up his neck. ("I totally did," John murmurs a month later. "Oh you did not," Sherlock whispers back.)

Still and all, John’s about to say something along the lines of, “Thanks a lot but no…” because John’s still not ready to acknowledge certain personal things, but you know what? Mike has pretty much had it.

The horse, who is exceedingly fond of apples, lowers his head and noses at John. He does not, however, press his velvet against the pocket in which John still has a half dozen succulent slices. He presses it between John’s legs.

It is at this time that both men drop their gazes. It is at this time both become acutely aware that neither of them is, well, gelded.

John clears his throat. John clears his throat a second time. Still and all his voice is a bit croaky when he reaches a hand up to Sherlock and says, “Let’s keep riding awhile.”

Quickly they again settle one behind the other. For a long time neither is aware of much but the other’s breathing, of murmured words, low laughs. For a long time they completely forget to guide the horse.

It’s fine, it’s all fine. Gentle and steady Mike takes them through dappled light. He’s got them. Mike’s a good boy. A good, good boy. And he’s got them.

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LeMisanthrope wanted John on horseback. I wanted innuendo, a bit more innuendo, and then true love. Thank you LeMisanthrope!

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So much talk about TJLC, I decided to chime in

Here’s the thing, I believe JL is a thing, but TJLC is a misnomer IMO (I’m not even sure if the term means the same thing to everyone, I really don’t like labels much so…whatever).  To me, It’s more about the denial of what they are have already done (putting in loads of gay text and subtext) than anything about the future and endgame.   But what are they doing and why?

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Benedict Cumberbatch reads a letter from Robert Scott



Benedict Cumberbatch reads a letter from Robert Scott to his wife at the Letters of Note event at the Hay Festival.

The letter entitled “To my Widow” can be read here:

I’ve given up trying to post this to youtube so hopefully this works.

This is the red morocco case with Kathleen’s photo mentioned in the letter (pictured here with Kathleen’s last letter to Robert, which he carried on him until he died):

The text of Kathleen’s letter to Robert:

My dear one…

How can I guess how things will be with you when you get this… But oh dearie I am full of hope. My brave man will win – with his own right hand and with his mighty arm hath he gathered himself the victory.

Now don’t forget to brush your hair – and don’t smoke so much and altogether you’re a ducky darling and hurray for you!

I don’t know if you’ll ever get these silly little letters, and it’s truly to tell you that I love your {sic) more than is at all comfy and moreover I think you are splendid.

I am glad and happy and I’m getting to be very healthy and fit – when you come home we’ll feel closer and closer together and the long time we’ve been apart will seem only a little hour.

My all the good gods conspire to bring my Con through his great difficulties with a glad heart and a constant hope.

Bless you dearest of men. K.

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